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I didn’t know I was going to outlive Chad Engel. He was a troubled classmate of mine, an alumnus of St. Mary’s and West Albany High School. Thirty-years old, he fell out of a moving pickup and hit his head. He died at the Corvallis hospital. The pickup was driven by a woman I believe was his girlfriend or ex-girlfriend. I met her at Storybook Land back in 2003 or 2004.

I might have even seen the truck before... )

L to R: Jenna, Father Pat, Your Handsome Devil, and Chad
in 1996, yo.

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My last Entry got me thinking about my writing. Specifically, the balance between a marketable idea and an artistic or personally important idea. I care about selling, but I care about my product too.

 Fortunately, I can identify some consistent challenges from what feedback I have received. Granted, the more fundamental challenges are also the non-negotiable ones.

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American Zoetrope announced the finalists of their Sixth Annual Screenplay contest today. Foreknowledge of this day kept me up.

 

        I went to bed at 11 and woke every hour until three am. Finally, I lifted weights, showed, and worked until sunrise. The web studio announced their announcement would be made that afternoon. Fine—I needed to buy a new garbage can in town anyways.

 

           In a haze of poor sleep and cleaning house, I didn’t notice the clock again until four minutes after one.
 

I walked to my computer, logged on to the contest page… )

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And I think I need to read more. Oh, I don’t mean the news—read that crap every day. Don’t mean Wikipedia or AOL Research either… though I study space shuttles and sealing wax for the sake of my art. I also read screenplays on American Zoetrope, and sometimes I even have enough time left on the clock to craft a review. That also doesn’t count.

 

I spent most of 2008 like an oscilloscope: high frequency bursts between the peaks of writing and the lows of procrastination. Plenty of interference too: household chores, my job at OSU, and learning the art of music arrangement and game modding. Yet I broadcast a novel and a feature screenplay. My signal is still too short and weak to be picked up…

…and with crappy similes and metaphors like this, maybe I don’t deserve to be published! )

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Welcome to 2009! This blog of a Mad Writer persists through rain, sleet, snow, hail, and sleety rain mixed with snow after a hail storm. No really, that’s weather in Oregon. Whether you’re shivering in a garage office like I am, or sliding into a seat down at the sunny Rose Bowl, welcome to 2009!

The OSU Beavers had a shot at the Rose Bowl, but after two consecutive Civil War victories, the U of O Ducks finally beat us. )


 

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Note: Originally written 01 August 2008.

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As soon as I finished the first draft of Hammer of Witches, I posted it on the American Zoetrope Virtual Studio—just “ZVS” for short. To boost exposure, I completed a self-interview provided by one of the virtual “offices”.


I followed this up in some discussions.

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 A week ago, a wild hair wiggled up my nose and into my brain. It said "Hey, you haven't read William Golding's Lord of the Flies in at least ten years!"

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An Irish-Italian Ex-Catholic Visits a Muslim House of Worship

 

By Brian Ranzoni

 

I used to be Irish-Catholic, as the George Carlin routine goes, and for twelve years all I knew of worship was the cavernous house known as St Mary’s Catholic Church. An elder of faith in Linn County, St Mary’s stood—from a small chapel at the close of the 19th Century to a rather larger building by 1989—for much of the existence of the town.

 

Albany had a reckoning with Catholics, or so I’m told. During the 1920’s the Ku Klux Klan managed to seize the imagination—perhaps just the political ambitions—of Oregon state lobbyists. Foreshadowing the behavior of a certain European country ten years later, the Klan-struck public shut down parochial schools and turned on our churches. In Albany, some of the most powerful families stood as St Mary’s parishioners, and they raised resistance too formidable for the anti-Catholics to succeed.

 

Pray, do go on... )

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In the dream, I’m walking along the barkdust running trail in the late afternoon. The summer sun spills across the forest: Oregon white oak, the dogwood, the thorn bushes, and the poison oak.

 

Fuzzy green mountain peaks loom over the treetops. Gray and brown ridges run between the wooded slopes like pleats in a skirt. I’m in love with this valley.

 

Jeremy and I follow the barkdust around the perimeter of the park itself, and suddenly find ourselves behind wooden bleachers. Some sort of concert is going on, and event staff runs plastic flags between steel stakes to cordon off the site. Workers set up their concession stands as security SUVs park along the highway. The cops watch over the ticket takers who watch the families as they trickle in.

 

I check my pockets—yup, I have my ticket. I tell Jeremy to go on and stake us out a good spot. I’m heading back to the house to get us some food. There’ no need to pay when the event lets the neighborhood bring our own picnic, and my house is just down the street.

 

           And my eyes open from the dream to the real sunlight shining through my curtains. I woke in that house this morning, my back muscles stiff.



 

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This winter I finished the fourth draft of my first novel manuscript, Revelation Range. A lot of work on the appendix remains, but the story itself is polished enough to present, from “Once Upon a Time…” to “The End”.

 

Except there is no end—not yet. Revelation Range isn’t just my first novel, it’s the first novel in a four act chronicle of tribulations beneath the polluted skies…

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If it feels like you've dropped into the middle of a conversation, don't worry--you have. If on the other hand you feel something else, chalk it up to the limits of rhetorical writing, the troubled times we live in, or perhaps that phatty caffeine rush through your blood.

This blog is a mid-stream entry into my life. Long before I sipped my first cup of caffeine and cream, I grew up with the aroma of my father's coffee. I grew up under the clouds and rain of western Oregon. I grew up with Richard Scarry and the Bernstein Bears...

Surprise, surprise! I'm a writer. Been so before I could read, when I tried to copy the letters in my Little Golden Books. Let’s see… “The” is spelled Z-h-e… well that’s how it sounds! And it looks good too—especially in black permanent marker.

 

Those Golden Books are Long Gone, but the black marker remains--on the freezer, beneath several coats of paint in my mother’s living room, hell I’ve got a Sharpie in reach right now.

 

Ballpoints never really did it for me, even though I could appreciate the fine lines. My writing career wasn’t my only premature occupation. Look-out—I drew too! Especially in colored pencil, crayons, and fine-tipped felt pens. Crayola brands, naturally. All of these implements of creation currently nestle on a shelf on my desk, and I can reach them as surely as I can that black marker.

 

But the pen—that shit-kicking ballpoint pen--that was for writing.

 

I was born with a pen in my hand, so to speak, and I’ll die with a pen in my hand. Or at least a keyboard, maybe a palm pilot—I try not to put too much stock in rituals and literary devices in my own life. It’s tempting to bookend myself, to imagine lying on my deathbed surrounded by Beverly Cleary paperbacks, Mad magazines, and Stephen King hardcovers.

 

But that’s just it folks—experiences happen. New information enters the catalog. Technology changes. Dreams suddenly look like they could become careers after all. Hence this blog.

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